Many years ago it was a conscious choice of mine to step out of my fear of commitment. I could have forever avoided deep authentic intimacy - instead I chose to dive into the vulnerability and fragility of my heart and allow myself to be...
Last year I chose to be in conscious celibacy for 6 months. My intention was to align the voice of my heart and the voice of my sexuality - for them to speak the same language. Probably everyone of us has experienced that these two...
In all of human history there have been wars against “the other”. Wars against the natives, the other religions, beliefs, skin-colours, women - and the list goes on. There is this psychological trick of creating a common enemy that somehow makes people feel more that...
Many years ago it was a conscious choice of mine to step out of my fear of commitment. I could have forever avoided deep authentic intimacy - instead I chose to dive into the vulnerability and fragility of my heart and allow myself to be...
My first tantric experience happened right after I walked away from an abusive relationship. At the time I was so broken down - spiritually and emotionally - that my survival mechanism of denial kicked in. I was in denial of how hurt and unstable I...
I strongly believe that nobody is truly afraid of intimacy or love. I believe we are afraid of loosing it once we have it. That’s the reason you protect your heart, or why you sabotage it when a new opportunity in love arises. Seemingly unimportant memories...
ONCE UPON A TIME I WAS 16 + READY FOR MARRIAGE He wasn’t my first, but he was definitely my first true love. We met in the supermarket where we both worked at the time. He had already developed a crush on me before I even noticed...
I can be so hard on myself. So super hard. I treat myself exceptionally well. And then out-of-the-blue there will be these moments of a hard clash. Like a punch from my own consciousness. The kind that is so rough, it doesn’t matter the love and...
One of the hardest lessons in my life almost killed me. This lesson taught me everything about the power of denial and how dangerous it is to run away from my greatest fears. India pulled me inside out and upside down. Those first years were very...
